I’m sure it comes as no surprise that my sexual record is one of the first things I reveal here. So here goes…
I’ve slept with five different girls at the time of writing this. Two of them only once. All but one within the last nine months. I’ve probably tried to sleep with 100+ girls, but have either been stopped at the making out stage, or more commonly, have never even gotten that far. I’ve refused a few as well though.
At least one of the ones I slept with I did not because I particularly wanted to, but just to prove that I could - not so much as a self-esteem thing, but because I figured I’d get the practice in while I could. It was less enjoyable than masturbation.
It’d make me happy to say I’d slept with more…infact, screw the saying part, it’d make me happy to sleep with more! I’m confident that some day soon I’ll be able to say that I’ve slept with allot more, but I need to sort some shit out before that happens (no doubt you’ll read about that stuff sometime soon…hint: it’s linked to my low self-esteem). My skills with girls have always been poor, though they’ve improved allot lately.
While I’m at, I’ve made out with a few less-than-attractive chicks as well. Same as above: I did it because they were there and willing, and because I needed the validation. Anyone who’s done this will know that it’s pretty repulsive, and I can’t recommend it.
To conclude, I need to disclose that I tried manipulating words to make the above sound better than it is, but I forced myself to edit any bias out of it. I’m sure that’ll happen with allot of these posts. Obviously I would have prefered you thought better of me. I so don’t want to press ‘publish’….
Confused? This explains it: http://truthblog.tumblr.com/5 years ago